Follow the mental and physical journey of an ultrarunner. From peak workouts to off days, insomnia to finish lines — Lost Pace is where it all unfolds.
May 7 – The Hill I Didn’t Need to Climb The day after a 5K tempo run.Every part of me knew what I needed: stillness.But stillness doesn’t come easy to me. So I moved. I walked 11.6 kilometers that day, climbing steadily up to a small rural area called Bıldırcın Köyü. It wasn’t a fast … Read more
Out of Sync, But Still in Motion 1. Morning: Waking with Weight, Not Pain I woke up at 5:30 AM after falling asleep around 10 the night before. I’d gotten up three or four times — mostly to use the bathroom, and the dreams weren’t comforting. Not nightmares, but not neutral either. Something about the … Read more
🟢 1. Intro – When Nothing Moves Lost Pace – Mental Low and Recovery Day Journal (May 5) Some days don’t start — they just continue. Like a track stuck on repeat, or a fog you didn’t invite. Today wasn’t about running, or even walking, not really. It was about staying in the moment while … Read more